ashesweallfalldown:

I just told the boy: if you do what youve always done, youll get what youve always got.
I hope he thinks about that and makes the right choice. But somehow i doubt he will. Then its back to sqaure one.
He is forever letting me down when i give him the option not to.
Maybe he’ll do something to shock and amaze me…..

this is exactly how i feel too